What have we sacrificed for this Deen?

Assalamualaikum wbt,

My naqibah asked me that question during our regular daily usrah gatherings. To my opinion..yes i have actually sacrifecd quite allot of things for this Deen. I sacrificed my old friends, i sacrificed my old clothes, i sacrificed my old time favourite music i used to listen to, i sacrificed my wants and needs only for this dawah.

Only Allah knows how much sacrifice that took me. How much psychological damaging and brain-washing process i had to go through..for i was not like this before. I was a totally different person before.Many who never got to know me before tarbiyyah may not have known what kind of transition i had to go through. Maybe some of you new people in tarbiyyah may have thought Kak Sal was the Kak Sal now. Well you'll be shocked to know because the old me was not a preety sight i might say.

If you ask me was it hard to change?
My answer is yes!

If you ask me was it all worth it?
My answer is yes! Definitly. Although it was a painstaking process.

If you ask me what was the best thing i learnt through out this whole journey?
My answer is that you are able to put your whole trust in Allah that He will guide you through and through and that to learn that everything that happens has a reason behind it no matter how wrong you may look at it.

What is the biggest lesson learnt?
The biggest lesson i learnt is that only Allah knows what is best for me, not my parents, not my friends, not my schoolmate, not my teacher and not even myself. So if you want to ask something, ask from Allah. I you want to seek help, seek help from Allah. Know that if the nation were to gather together to benefit you with anything, it will only benefit you with something that Allah has already prescribed for you and if the nation were to gather together to harm you with anything, it will only harm you with something that Allah has already prescribed for you.


Anyways I'm still trying to improve,trying to better my self. I hope i can find more things i can sacrifice. Hopefully Allah swt will continue to guide us all in this life. Peace out sisters.

=)
Uhibbuki Fillah.

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What have YOU sacrificed for this Deen?

train trip c ikwahom(with ikhwah)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

salam alaykum..huhu.interesting title ay?

here's the story behind it:

today i went to class as usual.on d metro(train) i realized i was with an ikhwah n a non-ikhwah.we went into d same wagon n i tried to get as far as i could frm them.n when i thought i was far enough from them i start to relax.suddenly the train reached the next station,and as usual the pushing started.i was pushed to the center of the wagon.when i turned to my left (there was a free space-which is very rare in the morning trains), i saw ikhwah A there.uh oh i thought.that crushed my hopes to get more comfy.i tried as hard as i can not to even brush a bit of his coat.i tried as hard as i could until we get to the next station.at this sttion a a really big guy came in between us.'PHEW!',i thought.i felt relievd.at that moment i felt that there's something wrong with the way i reactd to that situation.double standard?oh YEAH..then pushing startd again as people struggled to get out..i was left with my thoughts...

we have d feeling MALU only with ikhwahs.which is so wrong.everyday we ter'touch', ter'push', ter'hug' russian men..n we dont even think twice.(pardon d language).when there's an empty seat available we dont try to see weather beside it is a guy or a girl.we dont think,we just do.in other words we are desensitizing ourselves with ikhtilat.n our double standardness rises higher each n evryday.we are getting more 'MALU' with ikhwahs by d day, n more 'TAK MALU' with evryone else.

i'm telling myself before anyone else iAllah

let's change for the better iAllah with Allah's guidance.ameen

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alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..

in the midst of tiredness and fatigue Allah gives me the strength n will to write something here.:)alhamdulillah..Allah is SO SWEET.

hmm..nape ek sy pnat?nape ek sy mention sy pnat?kecoh btol org lain pon pnat kan?hmm..sbb tu la intro sy nak ckp arini sy masuk W.A.R.bg sesiapa yg xtaw W.A.R is women amazing race.so die ala2 amazing race tp yg best nye girls only^^ weeee..

ble ckp pasal race kan so mstilah ade lari2 kan.tp yg special nye W.A.R ni kat moscow where escalators are 2 storey high at its best.so kitorg lari la naik turun tangga tu..alhamdulillah la tgga yg bergerak..kalo tak mau ade pengsan kat tgh2 metro tu..huhu..

korg taw x escltor plg tinggi kitorg pnjt?kat kievskaya..kalo dlu sy naik sorg2 msti sy gayat.tu la btp tinggi nye die.n yg tinggi jugak dkat univesitet,sportivnaya n barikad..

yg nak citer kat cni sbnrnye..ble da nak abis race tu..kne naik escltor universitet.(tinggi)tapi sbb da naik turun naik turun dan naik dan turun lagi banyak2 kali...sy rse mcm xdelah tinggi sgt pon ha universitet ni...

n terlintas kat dalam hati sy ...kalo la kite ni x diuji dgn prkr2 yg besar n hebat mesti kite akan rse bnde2 kecik yg kite hadapi tu sgtla besar n hebat.pdahal x pon.so lain kali bile rse beratnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ujian aku ni...reflect dri balik..btul ke berat n hebat n high ujian aku ni?ke aku je yg ngengade..manjakan dri lebih2.n kalo btul bnde tu sgt2 besar maka bersyukur lah sbb Allah tgh mentarbiyah kite.iA ble da slalu panjat escalator kiev kite akan rse barikad,universitet dan sewaktu dgnnye tu xde lah setinggi mne..wallahualam

(CREDITS TO ALLAH)